Good Morning God! I have a very unconventional way of communicating with you because you made me different. People often conform to different stereotypes and habits because it’s comfortable. I’m not a good actress, I have to be who I am. I’ve been so busy lately that I wake up and I don’t even know who I am. Honestly God, sometimes I don’t want to know. God don’t get me wrong, I know that I am blessed but. . . . . there are things that I want to do and nothing seems to be moving in the right direction. Many times I ask You, what do you want from me? Honestly, sometimes I’m afraid of the answer. God I have never proclaimed to be perfect. We are all perfectly flawed. Many times I get angry because I have so much to say and do, but I’m silent and paralyzed in this big world. I know I am destined for greatness. I have a yearning for it, but what is it? I have worn the SUPERWOMAN emblem on my chest for so long that I literally feel like I can do anything. Other times, my energy is so depleted, that I can barely breathe. I don’t want to feel like I’m complaining, but I just want something more, something better, something different! I am so very tired of existing. It’s not healthy or productive. Ok God, I’m just about finished for the day. Let me not forget to thank You for the good , the bad and the ugly. Continue to watch over me and my family. God place me on the right path. God You already know what I need and want. There is no need to sound like a broken record. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!